A Beautiful mess
I am a beautiful mess, fucked up, fragile, damaged & working my way back to good, who knows if I will get there. Some days I love me & others not so much.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Ok so I am so done w/ taking trazadone, I just can't get going in the morning & I spend the first half of the day trying to wake up & clear my head. I hate this feeling, at least when I wasn't sleeping as much I could & would get up in the morning. I can't get my butt moving to go walk & despite the amount of caffein I consume I still can & will go back to sleep. Lack of energy leads to more depression & guilt for me as well as a 5lb weight gain last week, I am just so done & I am so tired...UGH!!!!!!.
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